Susan St. Catherine
As you can tell by the number of posts here, companions like Buddy are extremely special. I lost my granddog Watson last year when my son had to have him put down. My son and daughter-in-law I think took it harder than the kids did. Though I wasn't with him everyday, I still do miss the big lug.
Sorry to hear of your loss, one thing about dogs they never get mad at you. Think you'll another one??