This was surely not what I wanted to see when I logged in here today, but, I am very impressed with how you are dealing with it. Truly as one who has been there, attitude and faith is EVERYTHING!!! You truly look at every single little thing differently. It makes your life so much richer. I know that sounds crazy but it is SO true. Bill, we will be praying for you to continue to stay strong and to have the attitude of a champion. God will help you beat this thing. He is still in the miracle working business and I think he has another miracle in his bag that has Bill Gardner's name on it. Keep us posted. We truly do care.