Jim, I haven't had the pleasure of meeting you but I wish you the best. Quickly, I just want to relay a small story. 2 of my best friends have been battling it for years now and I've seen them at points where they were so beat down I am amazed they kept fighting but they did and still do. Well my point is don't give up cause one of them is still buckling up in his modified and the other retired and bought a motor home, and while it's still hard at times, winning the battles along the way have been worth it. God bless you and get well!