I have an enormous amount of respect for you to admit that you have made mistakes and willing to the best you can to change your life.

You are an example to all of us that sometimes you just need to realize what is the most important thing should be to us.

I have never met you but if I did/or do I would shake you hand for being a fine example of what a man should be: one who openly amdits fault and rectifies the situation.

My prayers are with you during this time. May God give you the strength you need now and forever.