I was pretty convinced that after two days in the hospital. All the effects of Chemical dependence were gone and over. The honest truth, I couldn't inhale a single puff of smoke for 24hrs before going to the Urgent care and then the Emergency room. So I was basically a day free going in.
The thing now is doing something different every time I get the urge, A drink of water, A jolly roger, a stick of gum. A dum dum pop. I destroyed every bit of tobacco I had access too the moment I got home. Except for two cigarettes. Those two cigs remain untouched and it's my third day home.
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Charles Nungester
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